For those of you who havent heard, we lost Kyndal on Wed night. I hadnt felt her move much that day, and later in the evening, I called the nurse and she said for us to drink something sweet and to lay down to check how many times she was moving. After about 40 minutes I hadnt felt her at all... so we headed to the hospital. They couldnt find her heartbeat. Our Dr was on call and came to do an ultrasound. No heartbeat was found. They delivered her by csection at 3:26 am. As they were pulling her out, the cord was wrapped tightly around her neck. Blades saw them take it off of her and said it was very tight. We are still at the hospital for a few more days.
We feel very blessed.. She is an angel. She looks like she is sleeping and will wake up any minute. The more we have talked to my AMAZING dr, he explained also that my uteran wall was very thin, and if we would of waited much longer, my uterus could of ruptured, which would mean neither of us would of survived. I feel like she is the one that saved my life. We have two boys who need a mother.. as hard as it is to look at her and know that she is gone. With the knowledge of the gospel, we know we will see her again. Our Heavenly Father is taking care of her now.
More to blog about later, a photographer is on her way to take some great pictures.
We have the services planned for Saturday, Oct 17.. more info to come as it gets closer. We have had so much support and love shown to us. We feel very blessed and honored to have been blessed with this beautiful baby girl...
She has dark hair :)
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I am so sorry for your loss. Please let me know if you want to talk or whatever I can do to help. Despite how sad it is, it's a special, sacred experience. I love your attitude towards it. You are inspirational. And I love that she has dark hair. :) Our prayers are with you!
Your strength is amazing! It is true, the gospel gives such comfort and peace that you know she is back in Heavenly Fathers arms for now...until you will be rejoined with her. She is simply too pure for this world.She will watch over your family and protect you always. You have a personal angel. Sweet Kyndal is so beautiful and perfect, I love her dark hair!
Again, I am so sorry you didnt have her for longer here. But one day (soon I hope) you will raise her and never have to be without her again.Please ask for whatever you need, I am here. You are an amazing person and friend and I love you and your family so much. My constant prayers are with you.
I wanted to share my love to you and your family at this time. My heart and prayers are with you. I hope you know that our Heavenly Father is taking care of her, and that you can feel the love of him with you at all times. All my love to you!!
Of course she has dark hair. I find you so amazing Cori. You are so strong. We are so blessed to have our gospel knowledge, but it still must be so hard for you. I'm so happy to learn that her short life her has been turned into the miracle of you being ok. We love you and are thinking of you. I'm heartbroken for you. I got you a little something right after I learned of your loss. Please let me know when I can come and give your family big hugs. Love you.
Dear Cori and Blades,
You are in my thoughts and prayers. I know that the Hosts of Heaven are surrounding you and carrying you at this time. The gospel will bring you comfort and support at this time and for the rest of your life. I am here and want nothing more than to be of service to you. If you need anything at all please do not hesitate to ask me any questions that you might have or just need to talk. I understand and want to be here for you. I love you and your family. Thank you for everything. Thank you for letting me come and see you and your dear sweet most precious darling little girl.
I am inspired by your faith and wanted to share my condolences. I know in my heart that you are right and your beatiful girl is with our father in heaven. Big hugs to you and the boys. Please let me know if you or the boys need anything, I am always ready to help.
When Debra told me she had brown her like her Momma. I was so excited. I know she is beautiful she looks like you. She is your daughter, your baby girl.One day you will join again. Rely on your Family and Friends to be here for you. We are ready with open arms.
I'm so glad that you have found the peace and perspective that only the Savior has to offer. I knew you would. Call me if you want to talk. We love you guys. I've no doubt that Kai and Kyndal are hanging out waiting for us both.
Kathryn
Our thoughts and prayers go out to you and your family.
You are so strong! I admire your faith during such a hard time. She is yours... for eternity! :)
You and your family are in my prayers.
We are so sorry for your family's loss. Heavenly Father blesses our lives in many ways. Knowing that you will someday hold Kyndal again and be able to watch her grow up will be a comfort for the time in between. We love you all.
This is Crystal's mom. I know we have never met but I feel I know you through all of the sweet comments you have left on Crystal's blog. Crystal heard the news by cell phone on the way to my house. When she stepped into my kitchen she was sobbing so hard. She is just heart broken for you and your family. I'm so sorry for your loss and want you to know that you and your family are in my prayers. The Gospel is amazing and it's truly what will see you through this, that and the love of family and friends. Again I'm so so sorry for you loss.
Cori, I am so glad Joe and I had the honor of coming to visit you the other night. The pictures of Kyndal are amazing - she is absolutely perfect abn beautiful.
Today Matt and Christine were talking about how peaceful it felt in your hospital room - they are absolutely right. I know there will be bumpy times for you in the future as well as beautiful times, and I look forward to sharing them with you. Please let me know whenever you need anything.
Love,
Diane
White Family-
I am so sorry! You are all so amazing and she will be blessed to have such a great family to spend eternity with. You are in our thoughts and prayers. I wish I were closer to help!
Tasha
Hi Cori - Just wanted to let you know that I'm thinking about you. May you continue to be blessed with peace and assurance that Kyndal is with our Heavenly Father. I'm keeping your family in my thoughts and prayers.
Dear Cori,
So sorry to hear about your loss. That is very sad to know that you were so close. Just know that Heavenly father is very mindful of you at this time. Hang on and keep your chin high!
Cami Jones (Bratton)
(Haily's sister)
I am so sorry Blades and Cori. Our thoughts are with you.
I just found you through Natalie Call's blog. I am so sorry to hear that your sweet daughter has to leave your arms!!
My little Benjamin died just before birth at 38 weeks. He would be 2 this November.
It is so, so hard. You have a wonderful perspective, though. Work to keep it through the difficult months ahead! Your beautiful little girl will be in your arms again someday--she belongs to you forever! I can't wait for the Millennium! It just can't come fast enough.
I am sorry for your loss. She is beautiful. You and your family are in our prayers.
Cori,
Your strenght has been inspirational! What great faith you have! what a great example you are! She is so beautiful! You ar a wonderful person and you have a wonderful family! I wish I could be there with you in person, but I am definently with you in spirit.
Karen
I'm so sorry. Thanks for sharing your feelings about this. Your words were so inspiring.
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